We are friend? Stranger? Or dun have any relation?

Are we friend? Or just a stranger? Maybe, you have forget about me since the day u leave me. But I'm the stubborn one which still keep my promise that I have make. I still believe that you will back to me one day. However, I still scare. I scare I will lose you for second time again. I very blur about our relation right now. Sometime you will still care me like I'm still yours. But sometime u will treat me like a stranger. I dunno what I should do, can I care and treat you like my own boy? Or maybe I need to stay away from you? Can anyone told me about that? So that I wont make any mistake. I dunno what I should do right now. I hope, you will come and tell me tht I should treat you like my own boy.
其实现在的我们是什么关系? 朋友? 还是只是陌生人? 也许打从那天起,你就已经 把我给忘了。只留下固执的我在原地呆呆地等着你,完成着当初对你许下的承诺。无论如何,我还是相信你还会再一次地回到我身边。可是我很怕,我害怕有一天你会再次离我而去。我们之间现在到底是什么关系? 我应该在像以前一样去关心,并照顾你? 还是把你当成陌生人, 对你的事一律不闻不问? 我很混乱,脑袋一片空白。我希望你会告诉我,要我以女朋友的身份去关心,去照顾你

Life °•°

Finally, I have make a final decision. Certain people might think that  decision making is a simple task, but in real life it was so hard. It is because a good decision may bring you to a brighter future. I hope I have make a correct one because God will never give us second chance to re- think about the decision that we have make. So,  I wont allowed myself to fall down. This is the the decision that I have make, no matter what will happen, I will never give up easily. Yes, people might said I have change alot, i have become more independence. But don't ever forget there is always  some reason for me to do so.  Because of this all things which had happened I told myself to be more tough because I still have a long journey to go.The journey toward my future might be hard, but I will walk slowly and carefully. Walk alone even will be more better, because no one will  harm or hurt you.

今天,我终于做了最后的决定。我定下了接下去我应该走的路。其实每个人都觉得要决定一件事情并不难,可是在现实生活里,这一切刚好相反。 一个好的决定将会给你带来好的未来;反之,不好的决定将会影响你的一身。我只希望这将会是个对的选择,对的决定,因为上天公平地对待每一个人,他只给每个人一次的机会,会不会把握就靠自己了。他不会偏帮任何人,他也不会因为你后悔了,想要在从新决定或选择而给你另一个机会。所以我不会再让自己做错任何的错,也不会让自己跌倒。不管未来的路多么的困难,我还是会继续走下去,我不会怨任何人,因为这一切都是我自己的选择。可能从前认识我的人都会觉得我变了,可是请记得,每个人会去改变是有一定的原因的。我遇到的足以让我去学会成长。就算未来的路不好走,可是我还是会一个人把它走完。一个人走总比到后来再次被人伤害来的好。

Appreciate before it is too late

Appreciate.. A word which everyone know to to write or even pronounce. It was a common word which everyone will  know it's meaning. But, how many of us will really appreciate something or someone we use to have. We never thank to god for what we have or sometime we even blaming the god due to the unfairness. Yes, we always heard people advise us tht,  learn to appreciate before it was too late. But how many people will really give a thought of it. Some people not even care about it and wont show a little appreciation to people who always beside h im/her. It is because they know, the people which always stay beside him/her wont leave them. People, dun always take thing for granted.  Please learn to appreciate before you  lost something or someone that you use to have. Life will never give you second chance to correct all those mistakes, so don't make yourself regret. Learn to APPRECIATE before it was too late! Especially to someone who love you and never want to leave you.
珍惜。。。是一个再普通不过的字眼,每个人也许对这字的意思不感到陌生。可是,真正了解这字的意思并学着去珍惜的却没有几个。有些人不懂地感恩,把上天对他/她的好是理所当然的, 有的甚至得到了还不懂的满足,成天只会埋怨上天不公平的对待。虽然会听见身边不少人对我们说, 在一切都还来得及之前,快学会如何去珍惜。可是又有多少个傻子听明白了?有些人对身边每个为他/她的付出都当着是应该的,甚至连一点点的感恩之心都没有。因为他们总认为,身边的那个他/她的付出是因该的。自私自利的人啊, 请不要把别人的付出都当着理所当然。 在这世界上,没有谁是应该为谁付出的。如果可以,要永远记得珍惜并怀着一顆感恩之心去对待身边每个对你好的人。每个人只有一次活在世上的机会,千万不要等到太迟了才明白珍惜这两个字。所以说自私的人啊,赶快学会珍惜吧!尤其是对那些爱你又不会丢下你一个的人。

I need you ◆◇◆

I'm sick today . I have eat medicine, I feel sleepy becuz of tht medicine, but I trying to force myself to sleep late, because I dunno u will find me and chat or not. I keep waiting and waiting, now already going to be 1 in the morning, but I keep make myself to stay awake, even I know, tonight you might not find me. Because i dunno who am I to u? Am I so important to make you find me every night? Maybe, I'm just a friend, a normal friend for u. I got no right to find you every night. But I dunno why, I just want to wait. Even I know, you already got her, maybe now u are dating with her, maybe now u are chatting wit her, maybe now you are accompany-ing her. But I still wait you like a stupid girl here. If can, I really want to know, what u thinking right now. Are u missing me like what I did? Are you worrying me like what I did? Can you reply me? Can you?
我病了, 吃了药的我昏昏欲睡,眼睛就快就要盖下来了。可是,我不断的催眠自己,不断地告诉自己,我不累。对,我一点也不累!为什么我要这样虐待自己? 为什么不让自己好好休息? 原因很简单,我只想要和你聊天,哪怕只是说一句话,我也愿意等。其实,对你来说,我是谁? 我有那么重要吗?也许对你来说,我只是一个朋友,再普通不过的朋友。我也没有权利要你每天晚上陪我,因为我已经不再是你女朋友了,我已经不重要了。可是我还是想要等。可能吧,现在的你正在与她约会,与她开心地聊着天,在他身边陪着她。可是我还是像笨蛋一样的等。此时此刻的我很想知道,你到底在想什么?有没有想我一样,在这里不断地思念着你?有没有像我一样,在这里担心着你?你可以告诉我吗?可以吗?

Lesson of life ☆

What is life? How could we make our life more memorable? How could we make our life more meaningful? We just live once, take  what we want, leave what we doesn't need. Finish or complete whatever stuff we want to. Dun regret after some time because Life isn't so kind to give us second chance to restart again. What we have lose, just leave it, always looking forward and don't turn back. It is because no matter what had happened, our life still goes on. We still have many things for example, family, friends or even our lovely pet that we have to concern and care about. No matter how, you wont have to face it alone. Because the god will be fair enough to treat everyone, HE will always bring the right one to help u in ur next journey.Just remember, YOU'RE NOT ALONE.
生活是什么? 人活着是为了什么? 要如何才留下深刻的回忆? 要如何去开发一个美好的人生?人只有一次活着的机会,想要拥有的就去争取;反之,不想要的就放下。有什么想要完成的,就尽最大的努力去实践。你只有一次活在这世上的机会,不要留下任何遗憾,因为你连后悔的机会也没有,更不用想从新再来。人生道路上,遗失了,就学会淡忘。永远要记得,不管发生什么事,都要往前去看。前方还有许许多多的人比如家庭,朋友,甚至是你最爱的宠物去等着你去关心,等着你去照顾。不管发生什么是,你都不会一个人去面对。因为上天会安排适合的人陪你去度过,陪你完成属于你的人生道路。

I'm lost ¤

Im lost while im on the way to my future. I'm blur about what to study, I'm blur about where to go. I have lost someone who should stand beside me and always support me. I wish, tht SOMEONE will back one day and give his support to me. With his support, I surely can overcome it. God is the one who make me met wit him, so I hope, god will bring him back to me safely. I not a greedy peeson, I just want someone who will stand beside me forever and wont leave me no matter what happen. Is it a little bit over?
在追求梦想的路程, 我迷失了路,失去了方向感的我,好像一只没了桨的船, 在大海漂泊。飘着飘着, 慢慢地就累了。这一刻的我,忽然想放弃了。在迷茫大海中,希望可以有个依靠, 在我想放弃的时候给予支持。我不贪心,我要的也不多,我只希望有人可以带我走出迷宫, 牵着我的手,一起走到最后。不管发生什么事,都愿意留在我身边。这要求,很过分吗?

Trying to love myself more

Loving ourself is so much harder when we have someone tht we really love with. It is because we will always put them at the first place no matter what happen. Because of them we always forget we have to love ourself more, we still have to take care ourself.
现在的我正学着如何去爱自己。以前的我时常把他放在第一位,以前的我只想到他,他的安危,他的烦恼。脑子里全是他,从来没想过他也会离我而去。现在他不在我身边了,就让我傻傻地暗恋自己,疯狂地爱自己一次吧